My STRESS RELIEF.

HAHAHA.~ Funny how I think this Google Blogger can relief my stress. Well number 2. A LOT of things happened lately. It's killing me, mentally and physically. It's actually a long story, and I'm kinda hungry right now. But oh well.

1. End of school. People would think it's a happy ending. But it's not, not for me at least. It's the start of hell. Work, TAFE, decisions, etc etc...

2. Friends. The azn group I used to hang out with, it's OVER! No more connections, except one, who doesn't really hang out with the azn but she's my good friend. There's more to friends, I can't see my maths, science or pdhpe friends that I talk to anymore. HAHAHA! .. sad ... isn't it?

3. My charger. HA.. yeah, my phone. Mum broke charger, and laughed, pretended she didn't do anything. I don't know why, but I laughed too. Maybe, that day was the day friends ditched me. ahh..owell.~ I sound hopeless now, don't I?

4. This is why I'm crying right now, it's because of Kimi, my most precious treasure dog. She's been with me for so many years. ha...^__^ do you know it takes 3 seconds that the tears well up? I just knew it, just then. Just cried non-stop for 3 hours. I don't know why, Kimi is still alive. But lately, she's been weak, she sleeps all day. And not go outside and bark like she always used to, and I would always tell her to come in when she's too noisy. Heh..I just remembered, when I had a fight with my family, Kimi always comes near me and stay with me until I'm asleep. Me and brother is going to take her to vet on saturday. It's weird 'cause it lets me flashback to the movie "Marley & Me", where the dog lived too long and hid in the bushes and died in a veterinary clinic. Stupid, isn't it?

I feel so, i don't know ... it's worst than sad, upset, low, traumatic. OH WELL! At least Kimi is still alive, I just gotta keep smiling, and just spend more time with her. I always wanted to say "Sorry" to Kimi for so many things, but I guess Sorry won't help. "If Sorry existed, there wouldn't be any police", right?

Wow..this is a long blog, but I got to go.