Got Slapped, Again.
Ever felt the pain when a extreme muscly arm slap you across the face? I have. And it's not just this once. I kinda lost count.
You know. I've been thinking of suicide. Not because of the slap. NO WAY. But because how I'm treating my life right now. So Boring. I look at someone else's facebook. And saw that she have a boyfriend. And I thought "What am I doing here? Always...?" When my brother keeps telling me to "Grow up" or "Wake Up" or "Get a Life".
First reason is treating my life as a boring adventure.
Second is always choosing the wrong path to take.
Third is having a family that won't even talk to you.
Fourth, having a brother to always tell you to "Get A LIFE".
Fifth, is to be a crybaby at home.
Ahhh...~ My life sucks. I know someday, I'll end up being suicidal. That's what I learnt in PD/H/PE. "If an individual always thinking of suicide, they will commit it soon".
I just wanna pray.
Dear LORD,
Please end my life quickly.
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Leanne suiciding doesnt colve problems, you have so much things to go through... you have experienced everything in life.
ReplyDeleteI've tried the same
I understand now
I have wanted to suicide ever since i was 5 years old
I have scars across my wrist from cutting
LEANNE!
trust me, it doesnt help
suicidal? NO THE MORE U THINK? NO
people who really wants to suicide DOES IT, leanne u wont suicide
life is a boring adventure? ITS NOT, find your goal, something you like. I will support you, like i did when i heard you wanted to become an air hostess, i looked for info for you.
Choosing the wrong path? DOESNT MATTER, theres no such things as the WRONG path after you have taken the path.
family not talking to you? DOESNT MATTER and dont think that way, u were so dependent of your older brother, eventhough he has moved on, you need to learn to become more independent. As a friend ill support you.
YOU HAVE A LIFE!
and i rarly see you cry, i cry more than you, does that make me an ultracrybaby?! NO!
life sucks? YES IT DOES, SO DOES MINE, EVERYONES DOES, you see everyone suicide? NO!
dont u dare die! SERIOUSLY!
and dont u dare pray lord for death! FOOLISH!
sorry for being mean, thats pay back....
after all its only good for you
your such a nice girl
your still very young
if u were in high school
I MEAN U ARE
but ur suspose to be in yr 10/11 STILL
UR SO YOUNG
IDK why ur mum let you go into a more mature age group
dw, u have time
and because of this ur growing up faster
your brother wont understand!
because he is so much older
think back when he was in yr 12, just a IMMATURE
LEANNE ITS NORMAL
u will succeed in life
and find your goal
u can speak to me if ur upset about anything
i ttyl
Please don't say that, please! We've all had harsh times in our lives, we've all felt pain. We've all felt like the weight has crushed us and left us feeling numb.
ReplyDeleteYou have friends, let them and me help you. Suicide will only make those who love you hurt more. It's NOT the answer!
Yes, life is tough but we need to overcome...
ReplyDeletePlease never give up, friend... Actually, I didn't have a happy family, my parents always quarrel and now they divorce... But when I was young I was very depressed and sometime I wanted to suicide too... but it's not a good way... I told myself that I have been here in the world I must do my best to become a good person by anyway...
Choose your way and keep going... Never late to return from a wrong way...
You need to become strong and independent... don't cry, save your tears...
If your family don't talk to you, let talk to your friends, I saw you have good friends...
Take care! I'm also observing you... ^^